The Jedi Test Phenomenon
The dark side can be a very tricky thing. Many believe that it is restricted to the temptations of anger and hatred, but this is not necessarily so. For the dark side can assume many forms.
Throughout a Jedi's training and development, many obstacles may arise. I do not speak of the physical. Leading a spiritual life can be extremely difficult at times, and many an apprentice has been unprepared for this, including myself at one time.
Because of the difficulty of leading such a way of life, you may find yourself more than willing to give up. Or you may at one point feel that you've lost your energy, or your inspiration to continue. In other words, you may forget why you are doing what you are doing. This is something that I've come to notice occurs with many apprentices, and Jedi.
These "tests" as I've come to define them, can occur often. They do not get easier as you progress. This is the dark side of yourself (or the Force, however you wish to believe it), tempting you. This temptation will not come in the form of anger or frustration most of the time. More often than not, it will feel more like a depression. However, don't let this fool you! If you ever had any energy to be spiritual, it does not go away. Unless you give in, which is what I am warning you not to do. Don't let the dark side win. Ride it out, so to speak. It passes, and in the end you will find that you've learned something from the experience.
Each time you remain strong, you win a small victory inside yourself. You may not understand now, but you will in time.
...Jedi Streen
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