Man, it is quiet here. I don't know...might a good thing. I just thought it might be easier to do my studies and stuff all one site. Don't guess i should care if any one sees it or comments or what ever. I been kinda lazy awhile...I was living healthy when i broke my leg and in the hospital...kinda need to get back to that. I would also, like to study this i was interested in it and still am. Kind of interesting before, i got on disability for mental illness i complained cause i worked to much and do nothing. seems i still do nothing. Well, let's quit going over and over about it. Nothing, says i can't get back into this stuff. This is not the only thing i want to do. Kinda wish i could just write about it all in place. guess, i can do that…
Family
My family is reasonably civil. I am married, and though we are friendly enough, it is a marriage of convenience, that is in the middle of healing a breaking of trust. My daughter requested to be adopted by her father when she was 15, and he was a good man. My brother and sister have their own lives. As such, my family is distant but friendly and we get together at holidays and the occasional birthday where the grandparents faun over the grandchildren, and the rest of us drink some wine and talk.
All in all we respect each other. If there was need for help, then we would help out materially. We were each raised to be independent and that has some advantages. As far as challenging, when I was younger, my relationship with my father defined most of the challenge in my family life. Now, that has long since passed and it is just not a thing.
It is actually a bit of a relief that family is not a big deal these days. In some ways I have been a disappointment and I needed to learn how to deal with that. In others I have been a smashing succes, and likewise I needed to figure out how to deal with that. All in all, those lessons have subsided for now, and I suspect things to be slow and easy until the funerals begin.